omygosh! update???
yes,the last one until after SPM.

haha, my braces dont hurt anymore bah. XD you know who u are. inside joke.
and i cant make it to any party. cuz im dead. LOL. XDDDDDDDDD again, inside joke.

alah, u know, ppl mentang mentang no stress for si SPM.
den the teachers have to talk and nag and blah blah blah.
den voila, the stress came. spoil my mood. now if i dont study, i feel guilty.
and since my trials 1 result so good, now come out trials 2, UGH! U G H!
i tell u, so bad until i may be suicidal homocidal.
dui, no bah. but still, its bad.
if my trials 1 weren't so good, i might not be THAT disappointed.
and kan, this again adds on to my stress. the school bah, give me stress, not SPM.

i wanna watch Valentine's Day. still in post production. whatever that means. cuz got Taylor Lautner then i wanna watch, if no him, no point watching also. TAYLOR. WOOO. TEAM JACOB FOREVER.

what else??? uhhh.

oh oh, i got a stretchy belt.
this is like so pointless.
ugh. now i need to go watch TV. LOL. de-stress before studying.

i got my braces. pink!
it hasnt even been two hours since i got em and it hurts like HELL!
omygosh la. the pain!
even worse than the seperators.
die oh.

LOL. thanks for all the wishes and presents. HAHA.
sorry i spoiled every single surprise, the card la, the cake la, the present la.
HAHAHA. its my job.
i love u all!!!

09.09.09 best birthday to date.

ive put seperators in between my teeth.
if uve seen me, their aqua green in colour.
and it hurts like hell.
they force the seperators which is like rubber band in between the teeth to make a space for the actual braces.
u imagaine the teeth sticking together den soemthing in between trying to push them apart.
AAAAHHHHHHHHHH!

den they pluck one of my tooth in front.
tat also hurts. the after pain.

and they say eat porridge.
i tell u ah. eat porridge also hurts like hell.
unless its total liqiud it wouldnt hurt la.
but if got rice formation a lil bit, it STILL hurts.
what the heck am i suppose to eat. starve to death?!?

if the real braces hurt more than this. i might seriously go insane. and its exam month again. BLAH. im so doomed.

today, UIYOH, syok oh.
during our 35 minute lunch break,
i suddenly had a craving for milky tea bah,
cuz i saw this teacher drinking,
so trus i ask my twin whether wanna go all saints buy.
she was reluctant at first, scared not in time to come back. HAHAHA.
but in time bah.
we bought our drinks lah, and ubi kentang & pisang goreng,
den we pandai pandai eat during Rosaline's class. HAH!

and den again the bendera we turned it into the V-word.
HAHAHAHA.
ppl so negative minded nie, once see then say im sick, padahal they yang think it.
we didnt even pay attention during moral.
ppl playing bingo la, chess la, eating la, read magazine la. SMART bah everybody.

den John again. HAHAHA.

fun oh today.

im being dismissed by all my friends.
nobody REALLY cares.
nobody ever did. i should've known.
i need time apart from everybody.